End of 90 day celibacy

So i am closing off here.
I just kept myself very busy these 90(actually 89) days and honestly I  cant write about any sophisticated tips.

I think the most important thing with will power is to make a strong decision and following it inspite of everything. Is that not also the strength that we derive by sticking to a set of principles (whatever it maybe) ?

I think honouring my decision became more important because of this blog(although nobody read :) ).  Writing a blog is also a good technique that i used for the 90 day  celibacy.

The first 2 months I was without a job.
So if you get fired or in search of job, my suggestion is to use the negative situation into a positive one by commiting yourself to one or two month of celibacy.


The "security factor" can lessen the sex urge.
Probably, facing our fears need some more internal energy than when we live in a comfort zone.


I also want to write about the tricks that my mind suggested to give up this during the weaker moments. It is better to be vigilant. Sometimes some quack writes  somewhere in internet that ejaculation balances your body hormones and celibacy can lead to imbalance. So my mind use this as a reason to masturbate.
It is better to assume beforehand that whatever suggestion your mind gives you in favour of giving up the 90 day celibacy is a wrong thought process. It is best to take it lightly and not pay much attention.

Half-asleep states are dangerous. They are basically weak moments where you don't remember your sankalpa(self-commitment).  I dont know how to overcome this. I think i passed this danger only through my faith in God.

I plan to extend this 90 day celibacy a little further and see how it goes.

Anyway this blog is closed. I am not deleting this blog but keeping it so other people may get a little inspiration to take up "little austereties" like this.

THANKS

1 more week to go

1 more week to go.

target Nov 10

I got confused about when i actually started. Anyways assuming i  started from 13th august i would like to persist with this commitment till 10th November.

13 aug---------------------0
20 August 2012 ------------7
27 August 2012 ------------14
3 Sept 2012 ---------------21
10 Sept 2012 ------------- 28
17 Sept 2012 ------------- 35
24 Sept 2012 ------------- 42
1  Oct 2012 ---------------49
8  Oct 2012 ---------------56
15 Oct 2012 ---------------63
22 Oct 2012 ---------------70
29 Oct 2012 ---------------77
5 Nov 2012-----------------84
10 Nov 2012-----------------89

2 weeks remaining.  14 days.

Have completed 75 days. congrats on that.

I will not give up now.

days count for week 10
67 days completed 23 days remaining.
approx 3 weeks remaining.

I will not give up now.

subconscious demons

yesterday, i had a dream.

In the dream, i was convincing to myself and  i was saying to myself that  "you need to
have an ejaculation for yogic-balance.  Your body requires that." etc
After that in the dream i began to masturbate by starting thinking of my favourite fantasy.
I was like half asleep and i began to actually masturbate.
Something changed and after that i stopped.

Only few days before, i thought it is going to be easy to complete the remaining 40 odd days.
But now i was almost in the verge of losing it.

This is an important thing to do for your Will-power.
If you decide something and then change your decision without executing the decision to
completion, we will never develop the muscle of will power.

Whatever it is i have to complete the 90 days. I pray to the Lord that he gives me the strength
to complete this.

End of Week 7

49 days completed 41 days remaining.
7 weeks completed. 6 more weeks to go.
I am getting the confidence that i am going to complete the 90 days.

celibates with intellectual pursuit

I came across  a site that listed out the scientists/philosophers/musicians who were celibates.

1. Pythagoras,
2. Plato,
3. Aristotle,
4. Leonardo da Vinci,
5. Spinoza
6. Newton
7. Kant
8. Beethoven
9. Herbert Spence

Inspiring list.
There should be more people that we don't know of.
The higher pursuit is a real hard pursuit.
First generation researchers of first generation musicians tend to put this heroic effort
and raise themselves to the next level.

People who don't have the benefit of accumulated effort of born in a family of musicians like me should put this effort. Hope i will find the strength to improve myself and not create obstacles for me.