target Nov 10

I got confused about when i actually started. Anyways assuming i  started from 13th august i would like to persist with this commitment till 10th November.

13 aug---------------------0
20 August 2012 ------------7
27 August 2012 ------------14
3 Sept 2012 ---------------21
10 Sept 2012 ------------- 28
17 Sept 2012 ------------- 35
24 Sept 2012 ------------- 42
1  Oct 2012 ---------------49
8  Oct 2012 ---------------56
15 Oct 2012 ---------------63
22 Oct 2012 ---------------70
29 Oct 2012 ---------------77
5 Nov 2012-----------------84
10 Nov 2012-----------------89

2 weeks remaining.  14 days.

Have completed 75 days. congrats on that.

I will not give up now.

days count for week 10
67 days completed 23 days remaining.
approx 3 weeks remaining.

I will not give up now.

subconscious demons

yesterday, i had a dream.

In the dream, i was convincing to myself and  i was saying to myself that  "you need to
have an ejaculation for yogic-balance.  Your body requires that." etc
After that in the dream i began to masturbate by starting thinking of my favourite fantasy.
I was like half asleep and i began to actually masturbate.
Something changed and after that i stopped.

Only few days before, i thought it is going to be easy to complete the remaining 40 odd days.
But now i was almost in the verge of losing it.

This is an important thing to do for your Will-power.
If you decide something and then change your decision without executing the decision to
completion, we will never develop the muscle of will power.

Whatever it is i have to complete the 90 days. I pray to the Lord that he gives me the strength
to complete this.

End of Week 7

49 days completed 41 days remaining.
7 weeks completed. 6 more weeks to go.
I am getting the confidence that i am going to complete the 90 days.