Hi
This is my online diary trying to mentally focus my efforts and to make a stronger commitment of 90 days of celibacy(avoid any voluntary sexual release).
Why do i want to do this?
The reasons are follows:
1. I got this idea of 90 days of celibacy from forums which try to help sex and porno addicts. People who completed the 90 days, were giving positive feedback about how they were able to get the confidence boost like "I actually did it" . People also wrote that they were able to get back in touch with their feelings and get rid of the cycle of unreal-obsessions, objectification etc. Celibacy for them helped to gain some right perceptions.
2. It is normal for high performing sports people and athletes to have sex every 2-3 months, due to extreme physical grilling they go through. It is an important sacrifice they have to make to excel at their profession. Though my profession involves only mental work, i think it is important for me to make this sacrifice to excel at my work too.
3. Too much of my past shame and guilt was due to sexual excess. So it is better for me to follow a good abstinence limit and longer sexual cycles.
4. I feel this heavy blocking pain in the center of my spine. I don't know the reasons for why i have this pain, but the pain is more pronounced after a sexual release. If i have to listen to my body, a longer sexual abstinence is necessary
5. Its important to maintain a sense of thrift when it comes to using your resources like money, electricity etc. If you consider your resources, the most obvious energy resource is directly tied to sex. So maintain thrift in how you spend it.
So far it is 7 days. hope i will complete the remaining 83 days (12 weeks to go.)
Hope i will complete it.
This is my online diary trying to mentally focus my efforts and to make a stronger commitment of 90 days of celibacy(avoid any voluntary sexual release).
Why do i want to do this?
The reasons are follows:
1. I got this idea of 90 days of celibacy from forums which try to help sex and porno addicts. People who completed the 90 days, were giving positive feedback about how they were able to get the confidence boost like "I actually did it" . People also wrote that they were able to get back in touch with their feelings and get rid of the cycle of unreal-obsessions, objectification etc. Celibacy for them helped to gain some right perceptions.
2. It is normal for high performing sports people and athletes to have sex every 2-3 months, due to extreme physical grilling they go through. It is an important sacrifice they have to make to excel at their profession. Though my profession involves only mental work, i think it is important for me to make this sacrifice to excel at my work too.
3. Too much of my past shame and guilt was due to sexual excess. So it is better for me to follow a good abstinence limit and longer sexual cycles.
4. I feel this heavy blocking pain in the center of my spine. I don't know the reasons for why i have this pain, but the pain is more pronounced after a sexual release. If i have to listen to my body, a longer sexual abstinence is necessary
5. Its important to maintain a sense of thrift when it comes to using your resources like money, electricity etc. If you consider your resources, the most obvious energy resource is directly tied to sex. So maintain thrift in how you spend it.
So far it is 7 days. hope i will complete the remaining 83 days (12 weeks to go.)
Hope i will complete it.
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